It is the begining...

Ok, so I bought a domain today www.livethecult.com nothing is there yet but I did buy it - it is mine! So it is the begining right now I feel like this is the sum of everything I have ever done. Which is a lot. I hope to have more info soon but the basic idea is women who are not afraid to succeed!

The crack is getting bigger?

keep tryin

So, before I started my little project today of geting the blog caught up - I was feeling pitty filled - yeh, whatever I can have a day of pitty here and/or there. I know sometimes things do not work out because other mysterious things are happening in the universe (that we don't know about yet) it just sucks sometimes when nothing seems to be going right at all - this weekend so many things I had wanted to do and I couldn't do any of them ie Hardly Strickly Bluegrass Festival in SF, and the opening of McCarthy's which happened last Friday at 4pm. And yet I am still alive and I didn't get to do anything I wanted? Poor me I sound like a big baby. But I did get to get my blog current. Go me.

It is kind of funny I was thinking I hadn't done anything since I got back from Euope and then I got caught up on my blog - putting photos on and such and I actually have been really busy. Perceptions. It is all in one's perceptions. Open the mind and the eye lids I guess.

I - on the whole have been trying to be more positive (can you tell) or rather using law of attraction most days it helps some days it doesn't. I find I have to watch that "The Secret" video a lot to keep me in that frame of mind which is the Law of Attraction. So I have been trying to attract the following:

My life is filled with Gratitude, Happiness and love

I deserve Romantic Love

Money comes freely, easliy and fequently

and I make 80,000 thousand a year

Why 80,000. to be honest I don't know but it just sounds like an amount that I can still do what I want- like buy a house or travel but not be too selfish? Does that even make any sense?

Back to realty - So bills...too many bills almost feel like I am drowning in them. My friend Maggie, helped me get a job at a box store which is good and it pays way better than the hotel did and it will be better/more hours - I just wish the Dr's office job was busier. So I have to wait till they finish my background check and for my drug test to come back before I can start. Which means I finally will be able to get caught back up on my bills and maybe stay caught up and maybe get rid of them permanently. So probably will have a paycheck in about 3 weeks. Coorporate - got to love it.

I have been working in my down time on two projects that are actually very promising. It is kind of funny how it started I think I was driving my friend Mandy crazy and she told me I needed a hobby - to keep me busy in my down time. So I have been working on one idea with my Mom - a non-profit birthing center. And then another is an idea for a t-shirt design/concept. They both seem to be coming together and everything is just flowing ...even though if this happens it will have been started with no money - none at all. Isn't that the beginning of all great come back stories?
To start this story I am taking off for the OC, the land of money to make some money - I will be able to get caught up on the most important bills as well as buy my domains for those fuure business ideas I mentioned before.

Steph's Birthday Weekend 9/29/07

So it was Steph's 30th Birthday & she had this great idea for us all to go camping at El Capitan - it was like being on a tropical island - sun, sand & even dolphins made an apperance for us. So of course this is sexy Steph and below is the hot couple lil Heather and Cliff

The new Tecate holder
Monica and the kids

Elana and Mandy

The wonderful Leah & Lu Dog - just chillin
Handsome Dean and his brother - oh, these two have my heart

The boys Rob and Cliff

Rob with my kite and below is Monica doing a photo shot

Mondays with Mya 9/24/07

Sand & Toes aren't they cute little toes


Suncreen makes for great hair gel

Trying to make it to the top of the Old Firemens Trail 9/21/07

It is also called the Bowden Trail, or the Old High School Trail it is a great view of SLO from Johnson - but yikes it goes straight up

Watching the girls 8/27/07

Here we are at the old Morro Bay Aquarium - Emily is pointing to the very boisterous seal
Here he is ...isn't he handsome - he is also a great fish catcher as well - sounds like a great date - my friday night is open?It was as you can see a beautiful day - Emily & Mya in Morro Bay
Back at my place - it is nap time - or maybe movie time

My sister got married in Vegas 8/17-18/07

So these pictures are all mixed up but here is the run down. Most of us arrived in Vegas on the 17th I happened to bring some friends along because a weekend in the summer in Vegas is pricey and I was sure I would be out and about longer than my family
That first picture is of little Em after the wedding and partly through dinner.

Next is Vanessa (the bride) and Rachel after the wedding drinking Mojitos!

This is a terrible picture of me but look at all of those chips!!! I love Roulette!
The boys Sean must be so happy to have another male in the family!Welcome Wally!





This is actually the fist night Mandy was so happy to play the Top Gun slot machine. She lost :-(

This picture is actually after my sister wedding later in the night. Elana and me.
My baby sister Rachel and her hubby Sean - Wow they are out and about ...they even had a cocktail!
This was right after the wedding Heather and Rachel

Me & Mom
Next time I think one needs an extra day at the pool or the spa to recover from having so much fun!

Mimosa's on the Lake 8/12/07

It is not often that I go out on the lake. I don't think I could have picked a better day to take Mary up on her offer!

Me and Leah above

David and Leah above

and Turtle - ahhhh so relaxed!