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Here was my horoscope for today and I thought I would share it since it was so uplifting along with all the other uplifting things I have going on right now it made my day.

The next few weeks emphasize relationship issues as the Sun moves through your 7th House of Partnerships. Although you could make much progress, the underlying problems will not likely be resolved very soon.(does that mean I will stay single?) Even if others don't meet your high standards, (are they saying I am picky)you'll be happier if you can still accept the love that comes your way. Keep in mind that you don't need to settle for less than you want while receiving support in this stressful time.(are they saying take the lovin you can get right now?)
By Rick Levine
Sunday, January 20, 2008
For some reason this just doesn't sound to optimistic...

On word... Has everyone heard about the Chief Magic Official (CMO) job at Disney? - It is a contest and I need some ideas for the 1 min video - the job sounds awesome basically you go to all the Disney parks and grant wishes AWESOME!! What more could I ask for? Right? Check it out at www.dreamsCMO.com and give me some ideas there is only a week left to enter 7 days from today and I think I would like to make the video on Friday or Saturday and then download it to Disney. Now come on guys you are a creative bunch help me think of something that is me and Disney and not like any of those other videos.

Congratulations!!!

I hear some very happy congratulations are in order for Dan & Myra who had a baby boy the other night - much love to them. A wish for healthy & happiness to the new little one!

what to do..

OK, so at the beginning of the summer I was asked to join a family trip that is actually next week. At the time (6 months ago) who could imagine shit would go the way it has - and I had said, yes.

Now, that the trip is next week - I definitely have mixed feelings as most of you could imagine. On one hand I feel like it is retarded to go on a trip in the money situation that I am in on the other hand I won't have to worry about eating or money or what to do with myself for a couple of days so why not? Yet, for some reason I can't embrace that idea. So I am going - but, not excited - I sure once I am removed from home and all things stressful the laughing will begin and things will be fun at least until I return home and all things that are stressful.

wondering

I know I talk alot about wishing I could ask the wizard behind the curtain or the Magic 8 ball what to do? At this point I just don't know ...do I go back to school? Do I move? What do I do? I feel as if everything is this hard then I must not be doing the right thing. Don't get me wrong I know life is hard but should it be this difficult? ...I should have found some sort of job by now. And I know the coast is hard but maybe ...I don't know.

And if I was to go back to school I don't even now what to go to school for? The Wine Industry? Or Rec, Travel I don't know History?

So here is my job wish list:
Mainly I guess I just want a job that I don't take home (like the last one, I don't want my job to kill me) I don't want to do massage right now - since I can't seem to keep good boundaries with those I work on and take on all of there stuff which I don't really need right now since I can't handle my own. I would like it to be fun ( do we all want that) I like doing lots of different things, tasks, and exceeding responsibility but not to much since I tend to take work home with me.

Wish you all well and I will be here wondering

Resolutions?

I have thought about this a lot and I usually only like to make actual obtainable resolutions

So this year here are mine...

1. To do my very best to use less plastic in my life

2. To walk more and use a car less ( this might actually happen heheh)

3. And to find my passion in life again

4. To do something fun at least once a month

5. To get all my debt paid off (except for the student loan)

That's it seems pretty easy we will see... how I do

...interesting questions this week

Nothing quite says your gettin older like...

"Isn't your 20 year reunion this year?" ouch, that one really hurt!
or
"do you want to join the elks?"

thank goodness I don't own a cat

Still confused

Why does it seem like I can't make the right decision to save my life...
So the box store convinced me not to quit and said I would be full time as of the 6th - and I know there is still time (not really - today is the sixth) but I am just so tired of things that people tell me not actually happening. I kind of feel like that my life is always in a holding pattern waiting for this to happen or waiting for that to happen. I thought I would give up on applying for new jobs for awhile but I think I found one yesterday that I would be really good at - so we will see what happens. I guess if it is meant to be it will be.

2008

So I have made it through the holidays and overall it was pretty mellow - due to my fiscal issues I was not the big gift giver that I usually am. It was different but ok. I did miss giving all the gifts but it didn't kill me never mind I just couldn't. For New Years the last couple of years a group of friends have just been getting together at one of our homes instead of going out and it was fun lots of laughter and good times which is all that matters. Overall mellow.

So I was offered a job at a local travel agency and went to give notice at Best Buy and now they are trying to keep me. Then the travel agency up'd there offer. I am so confused as to what the best thing is to do. I am trying to break it down to if I stay with Best Buy I should have medical benes in a week or so ...what is the best path ...I don't know