Still confused

Why does it seem like I can't make the right decision to save my life...
So the box store convinced me not to quit and said I would be full time as of the 6th - and I know there is still time (not really - today is the sixth) but I am just so tired of things that people tell me not actually happening. I kind of feel like that my life is always in a holding pattern waiting for this to happen or waiting for that to happen. I thought I would give up on applying for new jobs for awhile but I think I found one yesterday that I would be really good at - so we will see what happens. I guess if it is meant to be it will be.