wondering

I know I talk alot about wishing I could ask the wizard behind the curtain or the Magic 8 ball what to do? At this point I just don't know ...do I go back to school? Do I move? What do I do? I feel as if everything is this hard then I must not be doing the right thing. Don't get me wrong I know life is hard but should it be this difficult? ...I should have found some sort of job by now. And I know the coast is hard but maybe ...I don't know.

And if I was to go back to school I don't even now what to go to school for? The Wine Industry? Or Rec, Travel I don't know History?

So here is my job wish list:
Mainly I guess I just want a job that I don't take home (like the last one, I don't want my job to kill me) I don't want to do massage right now - since I can't seem to keep good boundaries with those I work on and take on all of there stuff which I don't really need right now since I can't handle my own. I would like it to be fun ( do we all want that) I like doing lots of different things, tasks, and exceeding responsibility but not to much since I tend to take work home with me.

Wish you all well and I will be here wondering