So, before I started my little project today of geting the blog caught up - I was feeling pitty filled - yeh, whatever I can have a day of pitty here and/or there. I know sometimes things do not work out because other mysterious things are happening in the universe (that we don't know about yet) it just sucks sometimes when nothing seems to be going right at all - this weekend so many things I had wanted to do and I couldn't do any of them ie Hardly Strickly Bluegrass Festival in SF, and the opening of McCarthy's which happened last Friday at 4pm. And yet I am still alive and I didn't get to do anything I wanted? Poor me I sound like a big baby. But I did get to get my blog current. Go me.
It is kind of funny I was thinking I hadn't done anything since I got back from Euope and then I got caught up on my blog - putting photos on and such and I actually have been really busy. Perceptions. It is all in one's perceptions. Open the mind and the eye lids I guess.
I - on the whole have been trying to be more positive (can you tell) or rather using law of attraction most days it helps some days it doesn't. I find I have to watch that "The Secret" video a lot to keep me in that frame of mind which is the Law of Attraction. So I have been trying to attract the following:
Back to realty - So bills...too many bills almost feel like I am drowning in them. My friend Maggie, helped me get a job at a box store which is good and it pays way better than the hotel did and it will be better/more hours - I just wish the Dr's office job was busier. So I have to wait till they finish my background check and for my drug test to come back before I can start. Which means I finally will be able to get caught back up on my bills and maybe stay caught up and maybe get rid of them permanently. So probably will have a paycheck in about 3 weeks. Coorporate - got to love it.
I have been working in my down time on two projects that are actually very promising. It is kind of funny how it started I think I was driving my friend Mandy crazy and she told me I needed a hobby - to keep me busy in my down time. So I have been working on one idea with my Mom - a non-profit birthing center. And then another is an idea for a t-shirt design/concept. They both seem to be coming together and everything is just flowing ...even though if this happens it will have been started with no money - none at all. Isn't that the beginning of all great come back stories?
To start this story I am taking off for the OC, the land of money to make some money - I will be able to get caught up on the most important bills as well as buy my domains for those fuure business ideas I mentioned before.
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