Great * Bad* and really maybe grey

Well, I am working at August. The restaurant I moved down here for should open in July. All of this is really pretty amazing me working at August?. My first two days kicked my ass. They were long and I was hot and tired and my feet really f++king hurt. My Pastry Chef is kind of young and maybe a know it all - I don't get a good vibe from her but I am only working there for a month and half. I can make it through a month - that is nothing.
I was approved for the apartment building that I applied for but they have a huge deposit. All of this stresses me out I need a bed and I am just tired of trying to figure things out - exhausted. Where am I going to get 500 dollars? UGH! I just want my bed - I want to sleep in a bed.