Grumpy

Yep, I am grumpy and have been for a couple of days. No particular reason just pissed off at the world in general.

It has officially been a month now since I got back from France and it is just really irritating how nothing changes.

At times I can feel myself sliding into old patterns and I am trying really hard not too, I started last Saturday doing really long walks and boy does that help - I mean it - it really helps. My first long distance walk was from Olde Port Pier back into town - it felt good to be outside for hours. Allergies did become a problem once I was walking along Ontario Rd but I was close to home by then. Yesterday I walked from Pismo Pier to Sand Hwy - much better for the allergies and the messed up feet. I just might do that one again today. I need to do something or I feel like I am going to go crazy.

So unemployment decided I don't get to collect because "I did not explore every available option" with Sycamore. What kind of bullshit is that? So as I remember the only options were too become an independent contractor or to go along with what they wanted and manage the hotel and the spa in the already 50-55 hours a week I was working managing in the spa - mind you and only getting paid for 40! Why does it seem that the monsters of the business world always win?

When I do get my dream - of my own business I swear I am going to prove that you can be successful business owner and have morals and values! Mainly I want to prove that you can be a good oh, and here is the evil word...nice person/business owner.

I guess that is it for today because I can go on and on today about all the things that are pissing me off but who wants to read that? And I sure as hell shouldn't be typing it.
Here are a few things that everyone should remember...
someone is talking to you - listen
- don't interrupt
if you have made plans with someone at least call to cancel - don't just not show up
stand by your word
be nice