My brain hurts

So here I sit at work wondering... when will my brain shut off? So many things going on right now - I kind of wish I could just go to someone and ask all the questions...and get all of the answers. But, do I really want all the answers? Probably just want to know am I heading in the right direction? That was the biggest thing on the Camino de Santiago - was to at least know I was going the right way.
So in the big scheme of life am I finally heading in the right direction? Does anyone ever know if they are heading in the right direction? There is a question for ya.

This week has been crazy busy - it started with my sisters wedding in Vegas, then brought my 8 year old niece back with me - Tuesday Mary took me to see Flogging Molly one of my current favorite bands ...LOVED IT! LOVED IT! - work - work- work. I won a dollar from lotto on Wed and then 10 dollars on Sat that 8o million is come soon I can feel it. Vacation baby here I come!

And now Clemo... is well, nearing an end of a two year battle with lung cancer. And Maggie - wow! What a roommate - to hang in there with your roommate who has cancer and basically has come home to pass on. How many of us can even say we have friends that would hang in there through that? To help one die at home? What a fantastic human. Cheers to our own personal odd couple.

Workman's comp - I think a whole blog could be devoted to just that topic alone. My poor mom has been battling it out and I think she sadly is ready to give in - she has nothing left - which is what they try to do beat you down until you give up the fight. That system needs to be overhauled and badly. My mom who hurt her knee at work while delivering someones baby might now loose her house. Not much more to say about that.

Law of Attraction ...is it real? I am trying to be positive and focus on attraction but it is hard at times yet other times so easy. On one hand things in life make you or remind you that the small things are just as important as the big if not more so ...that phone call you keep putting off, a hand written note or even a post it. So many changes going on - death and beginning's - the constant search for the right direction. Is that all life is?

Well, my shift is coming to an end and I think my brain has actually quite -
Good Night
Be good humans