holding pattern

Not to much going on ...just hanging on.
There is possibly some light at the end of the tunnel.
I do not want to get my hopes up or actually even give any of you any ideas since then some of you seem to get the impression that I don't stick with anything or give things my all? Which, I don't agree with - could it be maybe I do give my all - as in to much of my all? And why is it that one is suppose to stay with a job that is slowly killing you or making you meiserable?

So I will leave you all wondering what will I do next. Will I revisit the past? Or will I try something completely new? I wonder...